Kitty Chat

Its cold, drizzly and miserable... an accurate description of my mood today.

Why do people have to be so nasty? OK, myself included in that number... I felt quite nasty and put out these last couple days, I must admit.

You feel that red-hot flush of embarrassment or jealousy and it makes you want to just hide or lash out. Its an awful way to feel, it makes your heart beat quick and fast, it makes you see shadows where none appear, in bright sunshine.

I suppose it is also the nature of my moods: mecurical at times, at others, slow as treacle. Its just me. Hopefully the usual 'good me' makes up for the infrequent 'icky me'.

Yeah, stupid comments and the fact that I am back up again to 83kg has put a damper on my mood.

And my friend is going back to the UK tomorrow for 3 weeks... pooh.... Just when I'm getting used to lots of cuddling from somebody besides my kittens...

Grumble....